hello all... I came across this site in search of some answers. I have been depressed for the last 6 months now and am tired of it. I think most of it is caaused by the relationship I have with my boyfriend, if you can call it that. We got together a year and a half ago and moved in together right away. In the begining everything was perfect and I believed he was my soulmate. For the last 6 months things have completely turned around and it has made me feel the worst I have ever felt. He has an ex-wife who is always trying to cause problems in our relationship and he has not stood up to her or for me. He says that he doesnt want to piss her off and have to go to court (for the kids in his custody). It has been proven many times that she is an unfit mother and would never be able to take the kids from him and yet he still uses that as an excuse. We have had other problems in the past with our relationship not going so well and when I tell him that I feel like his live in babysitter he doesnt seem to care or want to try to help me feel better. Ive cut a lot of ties with friends because they were male and he felt threatened by them and now I feel like I have no one to talk to. I feel like I am worthless to anyone and sometimes wonder if there is ever going to be a break for me. It seems like I can only be happy for a few months and then I spend years miserable. Am I asking for a lot when I just want someone to be there for me? Is it impossible to find a shoulder to cry on and someone who will want ot make me happy and feel better about myself? Im begining to think that maybe I should just give up and accept that no matter how hard I try Im doomed to feel like Im nothing to anybody!
Anyone else feel this way or have the same problem?
