I don't really know what to do. Three years ago I've met a person a special one. We love each-other. We live really far away. And this is a problem but we could overcame it. But.. here is the but... My boyfriend is also depressed. And he doesn't seem to want to do something for us or for him. We are both IT professionals so is no problem to work wherever... I have my home in Bucharest and my parents Company. Only that he doesn't want to go in Romania because he will be far away from his parents and he does not want to work anymore. Also he doesn't want to lean the language. But he wants the money?! He also is really good on writing but he doesn't want to write as a job. I have the feeling that he cares more about being comfortable than being with me.
Also he sets for himself some utopic goals. And obviously he has no will to work towards them....
Today I'm really angry with him. I try not to sent him some nasty message or to fight to the phone. On Friday I'm going to see him and I'm staying with him all week. So I prefer to talk with him face to face. But I don't know if I want to wait anymore. I don't have the strength to wait for I don't know how many years for him to decide. But also I don't want to loose him. It is a very special person.
