Hi Diva! I'm always behind my deadlines. Simply I can't get too organized is against my nature. You should try to do your best and not to worry too much.
Hang in there. Everyone has those times when we don't accomplish what we set out to do. Don't beat yourself up because you missed a deadline. Things happen and it's okay. It it were habitual it would be different and your boss would have reason to be angry. I'm sure you've earned some understanding.
I'm glad you found a doctor who takes you seriously and is going to work with you. Let us know how things are going.
Diva,
Glad to hear that you had a successful dr's appt. That must come as a big relief! Keep that list going throught the next two months so when you have your next visit you are all ready with everything you would like to discuss.
It's good to hear that you will start to exercise again. Exercise is a great stress buster and a lot of people say they are much better organizing their time when they exercise. In the mean time, refocus and get your current work done. I'm sure your boss will be understanding since you are always on time.
Today, I am exhausted...I barely slept last night. Then again I am kind of always exhausted lately.
I went to the doctors and it was a positive experience. I feel like I communicated efficiently with her and maximised the time I had with her. On top of it she takes my symptoms seriously and will see me in 2 months instead of the usual scrambling for an appointment in a years time! For now we decided against anti-depressants. My options are limited since I cannot take any SSRI's. Also, I think I can manage. But she said we will see in two months and adjust all of this.
I have so much work to do. I am past a deadline! I cannot beleive I missed a work deadline! I am always on time! Now I am behind and feeling guilty towards my boss who has been so patient up to now... Argh. I have tons of work to do and here I am exhausted and out of focus! I just can't sem to get this writting done!
I feel lame and guilty and sad and tired...
I guess I will go for a nap and see how it goes to write later!
