hello everyone!
It's been a couple of days since I got I here. Everyone seems well.
Penquin.. How are you doing lately?
Lori- great reward I know before you have said you run, so you are definately doing something that you enjoy, Good job on one month.
Luci- How was the facial?? Wonderful I hope. Read your othe post about the food, I feel for you. I have started a "diet" too.
Tabby- Glad to hear things are going so well for you too.
smokefree2- Things are well for you too it sounds. Great
brent- Things still seem to be well with you. Still the mad englishman.
As for me. I am now taking Welbutrin XL. I have had anger and anxiety issues and some moments of depression.(I'm not psycho really) I am having issues trying to deal with some of these emotions w/o a cig. I am not having any problems with the smoking thing. I still don't want to smoke. Just still don't quite know how to handle myself not being a smoker? Does anyone else feel this way? My cope with every emotion was to smoke and deal, now I just have to deal with it and I feel like I have lost a little of my control of my life. I thought I had it before, maybe I never have. My doctor is afraid w/o the meds that I might lose my quit. I'm really not afraid of losing my quit(as much as my mind). Has anyone else had problems with this. I didn't really notice it til I started watching what I was eating too. I think I just transfered the cope mechanism from cigs to food. Now that both are "gone and/or limited" I am having problems. I just don't feel myself here lately and am hoping in time I will learn to be myself again with out cigs. Don't mean to be a drag, but this is whats been gong on with me.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 33
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,347
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $214.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 19 [B]Seconds:[/B] 1