Hi everyone, i'm just letting you know that i have gone back to smoking, i seem to have lost the plot. I could not get back the motivation after i had them few cigarettes.
I think what golferman wrote about drowning in emotions of the quit is what happened to me. you carry on with life and everyone thinks that you are doing OK, but inside you feel that you are ready to explode. If i could go back to before i had them cigs, i would, but what is done is done.
I have learned from this mistake so all is not lost and i know that i will be back shortly when i am fully charged again. I am already thinking of new ways to cope when it gets too tough.
I want to thank eveyone who kept me here for 48 days, i know i would not have accomplished that without you all.
Good luck to everyone, and remember N.O.P.E, or you will end up smoking as many as,or more than before.
I will keep coming here and reading the posts and when i am ready i will be back, ready to take on the big fight again.
