This is terrible. My husband really stinks. I don't even want to cuddle with him anymore...Plus ,I am so dissappointed that we cannot share changing our lives together. The only time we spent together is over a beer and smokes. I ended my last quit of 4 years when I became depressed and took on the attitude of "if u can't beat him, join him" how dumb was that. I through away a good solid quit only to face my demons all over again. I don't blame him. He's not responsible 4 my actions and he is an addict too. But what do I do with these feelings of contempt. I feel so isolated, and while hes good to not bring the smoking around me...we don't seem to have any togetherness anymore.
Sorry 4 the ramble. I still won't smoke..My kids ( 6,8,11,12,15,20)are all so supportive and glad that I am changing my life,My quit has opened up avenues of discussion as to the dangers and reality oy addiction so I guess this suffering is worth something.
I just wish....
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/4/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 44
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,121
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $495
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 53 [B]Seconds:[/B] 53
