Hey Everyone!
Its very beautiful out today!! Makes me very thankful! I went for a brief walk today. Havent spent much time outside for no reason in awhile! Because i dont smoke anymore plus the weather has been really rainy or cold or snowy.
So I just walked down my road and just looked around me and tried to absorb everything around me. I am moving soon and where I live is in the country so I am going to miss the beautiful scenary of the countryside. Trying to take a mental picture.
I feel bad for people who are having trouble quitting smoking right now. I question whether it is a question of positive thinking or not? I know you really need to truely want to quit for you not to crave all the time, not just in your mind logically. (its bad for me health, its expensive, I am doing it for someone else) but you have want to do it for your spirit, your well being your reasons should be almost purely selfish. I think its just how I feel anyways.
My Friends are very few and havent seen them in a long time. The ones I have smoke so its good I havent seen them in awhile. It sucks that I cant count on them being proud or supportive of my quit truely, but I guess I know how that feels. Its threating I guess. I feel like I am sort of drifting away from my old friends mostly we have a childish reason for being friends. With me moving too I wont be able to see as much of them either. Its okay too because they havent been treating me all that well anyways I d rather have no friends that ones that make me feel lonely and bad.
I am moving and starting a new job soon as well so I see that as an opportunity to make new friends. So i dont get too down on the "friends" I have now.
I gotta go, talk to you all later.
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$25,648.00
Amount Saved
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Days: 484
Hours: 18
Minutes: 44
Seconds: 7
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3664
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128,240
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