I admit it I have been a very lucky lady. I have not had to be around anyone actually smoking a cig. since my quit. I know, I know, It's been 64 days, do ya think I may have been babying my quit a little? Answer is YES. I have been treating it like it could explode with any wrong movement. It is time for me to get out in the real world. I need to wake up and smell the cigarette smoke!!! YUCK!! lol. Well, I had my first test last night. My in-laws went on a cruise for a week and came home yesterday. We all went down to visit and pick up the nice souveniers my mom-in-law got us. (beautiful shell earrings for me). As soon as I walked in the door, I could smell the stinky smoke odor. It was everywhere, on everything. And that was even with them not being home for a week! After about 15 min. my mom-in-law took me down the hall to a bedroom to show me something she bought. She lit a cig and brought it with her. I felt almost immediately like I couldn't breathe. It was horrible! I didn't want to be rude and tell her how much she and her house stunk, so I slowly backed out of the room. My husband, kids and I talked about it on the way home. They assured me that our house and I never smelled that bad because I didn't smoke in the house, but still I must have had a bad reek about me. GROSS!! When we got home, we could all really notice how stinky with smoke all the new t-shirts she bought my kids were. They all went into the wash right away.
I guess this whole quitting process has also been a lesson in walking in someone elses shoes. I now can see how horrible it is for non-smokers to be around us. No wonder there are so many laws in place against smoking here in my province. And all along I thought those mean, nasty non-smokers were picking on us. Poor us!! LOL.
Life is all about learning, growing, expanding your horizons and emotions. I can honestly say I have learned many great things about myself with this quit. I know that with the help of all of you great people, I will continue to learn even more about my strengths and weaknesses. [color=Red]redrosie[/color] [IMG]http://i37.photobucket.com/albums/e58/saggysac/sign%20offs/believers.gif[/IMG]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/1/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 64
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked