Well I am an over achiever and hit the 30 day pit early and just wanted to scream!!! But ever since day 28 I have felt really good. I mean that too. I have had moments, and maybe a day or two but absolutely better then the first 28 days!!! I know its not over but I like where I am. I am more confident in my quit, but also on the look out for the NicoDemon to sneak up and bite me. I know that I am never completely safe and always have some sort of guard up. I don't really think about cigarettes like I did in the first 28 days. When I do, it's mostly in a "Wow, I really don't smoke" way rather than in a "I want to smoke" way! If you understand my crazy explanations! :) I, personally, feel very confident in the fact that if and when I have a deep ache for a cigarette I will not smoke one. I DO NOT WANT TO GO THROUGH THE FIRST TWENTY EIGHT DAYS AGAIN!!! LOL!! That drives me. I actually haven't smoked a cigarette in 45 frickin days tomorrow!!! That's awesome for me!!! I am so stunned and really feeling like an ex-smoker. I hung out with a friend today who smoked all day and I really didn't want one. I saw her sitting there smoking her little cigarette (which was my former brand) and I thought to myself, "I really don't smoke!" It felt good....I shared this with her at the time, and she totally didn't understand!! LOL! I don't know what it was but I didn't even crave one with her all day. There are some days I feel so darn strong and then others when I know I need to take it easy, accept the fact that I am feeling a bit vulnerable and just need to take it easy. It's just something to take one day at a time, fight each battle when they come, enjoy life without smoking!! You have made it this far so keep up the no smokin!!!
The Chicken
Ohh...FYI...My friend was going to do something and needed to put her cigarette down and I boldly declined her request to "Hold it for a sec!" Even I know my limits! ;)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/12/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 44
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 450
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $165
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 40 [B]Seconds:[/B] 27