Ryan, I don't think you're wierd. Of course, we've never met, but I know that we all go through times of worrying over things too much. I know I do and I frequently have to give myself a good talking to for obsessing over something. By the way, what is bdd?
If she didn't know you smoked, then you probably look the same. I would suspect that you smell a LOT better now, though!!! However, I know that I went through a lot of changes when I quit smoking. Although I had some emotional issues, I also have a great sense of pride that I was able to do something I never thought I could do.
What's important is how you feel about yourself, not how someone else thinks about you. If you feel proud, if you take care of your body and your mind, if you think positively, and if you take the time to help other people, then other people will admire you and think highly of you.
Rusty
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$57,938.40
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Days: 697
Hours: 5
Minutes: 25
Seconds: 5
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