Chico
Congratulations on 9 now 10 days. Congratulations on coming into this site an voicing your frustrations, concerns speaking about the places and people that really get to you.
Vent all you like because in your vent I get to identify, I get to move along with you and hopefully as we move along we get to a place where we can celebrate. I too have told very few people out there, the people in my world that I have quit. Not so much because I am afraid of failure, but because I am afraid of how angry I will get and how much I will want to smoke and be really nasty to myself when they don't understand, make little or simple ignore that fact that what I am doing is one of the most major and challenging battles that I will have in my life. Not all to rational but I know that that is one of the ways that I operate.
Cudos on your quit. Congratulations, I hope you are celebrating.
Phillip
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 22
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 453
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $165
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 29 [B]Seconds:[/B] 53