Thank you for your words of support. Believe me, it's always my intention to never take another puff. I honestly don't know what happens, it's like I'm another person for the moment I take that first drag. It's like I don't give a damn all of a sudden and there is nothing I or anyone else can do or say to make me change my mind in that moment. It's so weired. I've quit for months and that "weired self" appears out of nowhere and ruins everything.
Well, today has been a good one. Every time I've felt the urge to smoke I tell myself "I'm in charge now, not my addiction." So far it's working well and the craving goes away. It makes me feel powerful to be in charge of my own addiction.
I had a pretty full pack of cigarettes this morning and the first thing I did was give it to a worker that's working on the property. I feel good about not stinking today, not having the smokes and so far I don't miss it at all. I'm in charge, not those cigarettes. Thanks everyone.
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$47,149.50
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Days: 715
Hours: 18
Minutes: 59
Seconds: 39
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