I read all your posts again and again! Thank you so much.Thank you for being here. Starting with the results of my thyroid-everything is under control.So i can't blame my hormones for my anger. I can blame my luck,my negative attitude for life, my non-effort to do something, my lack of nicotine!
Yes,i'm negative to everything.Today i woke up good..well,better but as time was passing by i was getting more and more nervous.. and it was obvious..i was almost unpolite on the phone with customers. I was ready to fight with everyone around.I'm glad everyone's gone.
So,now i want it. Yes i want one!
But thinking that i will be disgusted I won't do it ! last night when i went to bed,i felt really proud for not smoking.
I know it won't solve my problems- i've said this many times,to other people in here too.
And i'm sorry i'm complaining constantly..this is not a site for depression but i just "hope" that at least part of my anger is because of the d@mn lack of nicotine.
The other part i need to fight it in other ways.
Thank you guys.
i'm really grateful to you all!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 8/23/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 21
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 213
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �63
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 18 [B]Seconds:[/B] 55
