Hey Bingo,
Calm yourself, take a deep breath through your nose and slowly exhale through your mouth. Just center yourself for a moment.
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I sear that there's been this horrible thought in the back of my mind, that if this turns out to be something awful that i'm just gonna want to throw up and hands and start smoking again. Is that weird?
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Sweetie, there is nothing wrong with thoughts like this. It is perfectly normal. Although i know you know smoking will not make this go away, its not going to make anything better. Just calm yourself hun, there are a lot of people who care about you and there is so much support in here.
Sending calming healing light to you
PrincessC :) x
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/11/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 29
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 595
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $295.8
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 9 [B]Mins:[/B] 31 [B]Seconds:[/B] 51