Emotions: surprise, anger, disappointment, sadness, more anger, compassion, more sadness, more anger, repeat.
Jan, part of me wants to thump you for giving in and using "nobody's here" and "I don't feel good" as an excuse. Another part wants to hug you until you're well into a secure quit. Right now, I honestly can't say which is stronger. Maybe after the shock has passed I'll be able to be more supportive.
I am so glad you're still trying. Don't ever give up. :)
Shevie
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/23/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 433
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 8,673
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1645.4
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 80 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 8 [B]Seconds:[/B] 30