Windy,
Some quitters do experience a temporary swing of mood when they step down from the patch. It's normal and it will pass.
A change of routine may be in order. Take up a new hobby until you feel you can go back to your card playing. Write, draw, paint, knit, the options are endless. Heck, spend a Sunday under the covers with your favorite book or movies or take the longest bath in human history.
A reward is a great idea! It may just give your mood a boost.
For your trip, just like your quit, prepare. You may also want to talk to your friend. She's a quitter just like you and will probably understand.
Sending virtual hugs you're way.
Feel better.
Danielle
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The SSC Support Team