ill do my best to sum this up.
I have had agorophobia for the past few months, about 2 weeks ago I decided to get over this, andive been taking steps to get out (im much better now), and I called all the people that care for me and asked for support to help me get over this...well my mother thought It would be good to come over and try to drag me to the hospital (about 15min away) to have me evaluated. when I refused (I have only made my "safty zone" about 2-3min away in the OPPOSITE difrection of the hospital) she called the cops and had 2 cops, her and a pychologist (thats ive only seen 3 times) come and try to force me, they got me about 3 min away, but then I refused, both the cops and the psychologist said that I do not need ot be pink slipped and taken, that I should do it on my own....well a few days later (2 days ago) she went to the court house and filed to have them take me, so some guy showed up and told me he will not pink slip me, but I have a dead line of a few weeks to go be evalutaed or they will come get me with 3 deputies handcuff me and take me in...well now the place I have to go is about 5-10 min down the road from the hospital (given zero traffic), and plus its over a bridge that is almost a mile long....
what am I to do??? I can no longe take baby steps, im being forced to go WAY beyond my limits to be evaluated and possibly commited...how am I supposed ot ahndle this? it took me 2 months just to feel safe 2 min from my apparmtnet....how am I supposed to sit in a place the opposite direction of my comfort zone for hours while I be evaluated by THREE! doctors? with the fact that if I get nervous anddont act "normal" ( wich NO ONE acts normal when you panic) they will commit me!
help!
