With only one day to go...I'm feeling REALLY ready. In fact, while I was standing outside early this morning, yes...in my PJ's, housecoat, and winter coat(see how sad this is!!!!), puffing away, I had a thought. And I think it stems from reading Allen Carr's book. The book was amazing, by the way. Oh yeah...the thought.
I now realize how smoking has been sucking all the joy out of the little things in life. It seems I've been favouring standing outside in my backyard huddled over my ashtray filled with soggy old rain soaked butts, than in the house taking interest in things that really matter. I had to interrupt our Christmas morning twice to go stand and stare at that ashtray!!!!
I'm totally fed up living this way, because it makes me feel horrible. A little depressed even. How can something this vile be a good friend? My worst enemy is more like it! I am so glad I've made a solid decision to give these damn things up, and even more glad to have all of you to help me along the way. And if I can offer others help along the way...well, that's the plan!!!!
Wishing everyone a happy and prosperous new year!!! Oh yeah...and a smoke free one, too.
Cheers, Jan
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/1/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] -1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 0
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $0
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 0 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 0