Your post left me breathless.. I cried for you, and then I realized I was also crying for a little girl (me) at 15. Not the same situation, but very similar.
Penguin you didn't cave in to the crave.. :) Do what you need to do and Santa, children,,, a good choice!
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Monica58
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 20
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 416
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $180
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 34