Hi Kat,
Sounds like your anxiety level is peaking and if I remember correctly, it appears to be right around the same time that my own anxieties reached a new high. I understand how you feel, as far as the old junkie thoughts go, but realistically, ask yourself if smoking that cigarette is going to take care of the problem. Of course it won't. Having thoughts like, "At least I'd feel more in control if I smoked", "It will help me to calm down", "It will help me to be able to cope with this stress I've got going on right now. These are all lies and the junkie thinking will do everything in it's power to set you back. Don't give in! You know what it takes, and you're doing great. Hold on to your quit and guard it with all you have. It DOES get easier. Change the attitude about cigarettes. Get angry with it for what it has done to you, and start kickin' butt! Don't let this addiction keep you in a state of anxiety. Need to borrow some boxing gloves?? :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 183
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,470
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $686.25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 20 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 9 [B]Seconds:[/B] 7