hunwell done, i bet ou feel so much better now that you have done it on your own, sending you a big hug.
i didn't like being alone either and would hold the panic until hubby got home, but now i have learnt to enjoy my own company again, i do have a little boy who is 2. so i kind of know where you are coming from.
if you ever need a chat then i am here for you, but keep it up cos it sounds like you are doing fab, you go girl!!!!!!!!!!! ;)
big hugs,
becca.
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