Since my relapse I have been having a lot of anxiety. More than usual.....I am unsure why.I have a few days of good and than a few days of bad. A rollercoaster of anxiety on again/off again's.
Been trying to pinpoint a cause but all I can come up with is either friends moving or fear of another relapse.
I woke up this morning to a terrible stomachache and the jitters. Went to bed the same way. Can't tell if its a stupid ickie bug or anxiety.
I just don't feel like myself right now. I am tired all the time. This stuff is getting old. I guess I am getting depressed at times about it and I know my family is tiring of it too.
It was one thing when the attacks were spaced apart and/or the anxious feeling. Now that they are weekly if not sooner its really hard.
Just had to vent. Its 7:15 am here. My daughter's bus drove past her......we have had 2 snow days in a row. No work no school so maybe today's was the impending "you'll be alone"....I dunno.
I feel like **** and I am tired of feeling this way.
