I'm sorry about your father, maybe that's why the fear is intensifid right now, because you are upset over him being gone. Take alot of things with you to keep you occupied, books, puzzles, whatever you think will help. Remember too, that sometimes the things that we fear the most, end up not being as bad as we expected. That happens almost everytime with me and I've seen it posted many times here. Good luck to you and I bet that you surprise yourself! Let us know how it goes!
