Wow, where do I start?
Physically - Before I Quit I was starting to get short of breath and had just started coughing at night. That night cough was waking me from a deep sleep. Cigarettes were beginning to effect my voice as well, keeping me from hitting notes and throwing my timing off with my breathing. As soon as I quit, I mean the very day, my cough was gone. I can breathe much better but I can tell there's still room for improvment there. My voice is much clearer, I can reach most of the notes I reached before I quit and my voice is a lot stronger again.
Emotionally - I know that when I was nervous, upset, etc. I would light up. I'm still waiting to see the difference in my emotions now that I've quit. I'm still so early in my quit and I believe I'm still healing. I too feel a little lost at times but I'll have to get to know the new me.
Psychologically - I was so embarrassed to be a smoker. I felt like I should have flaming red hair piled up in a bun on top of my head, wearing a short pink waitress dress with fish net hose, wearing cat eye glasses and bright red lip stick while chewing gum really fast, wearing long dangly pineapple earrings while working at a truck stop, smoking one of those 120 cigarettes, and saying, "What's your pleasure sugar?". Stop laughing now, I'm being serious here. You know, that trashy appearance. That's how I felt the world looked at a female smoker and I was sooo embarrassed. I think I saw myself that way so I had no self respect. Needless to say, I don't see myself that way anymore and no one else does either. Thank God!!! I feel clean, strong, and proud to be a Non Smoker.
Real important here, as a smoker I was so scared of cancer and heart disease. I thought about it every time I lit up. Cancer runs in my family on my Dad's side and heart disease runs on my Mom's side of the family. Cancer and heart disease is less of worry now that I'm a Non Smoker. I realize that I smoked so much and long enough that I have to go for regular check ups but I've definitely improved my odds. Peace of mind is real good medicine.
The list can go on and on.
Tutti
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/18/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 25
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,125
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $89.