Entering Day 2 and again no big urges to deal with so far and I thought I would give an update from Day 1 before I go off and start my day...did really well at the work and the golf course, and no Rainie, I didn't find the rough until the 12th hole thank you, and came home to cook dinner, was doing well then it seemed I just hit the wall, big urge and I mean a mood altering urge, I bent, but did not break!! This one lasted a while but I made it through. I new there was some smokes laying out on the garage workbench, all I had to do is go out and light one for a couple of hits, but I didn't. Then I started to think Hey, I only been on this medicine a week, so what if I just smoke a couple of puffs, but didn't. Started to think about a couple of things, one, the reason why I am doing this, two, the last time I did smoke Thursday afternoon, it didn't taste good and didn't do anything for me physically, and three, I would be letting a couple of good looking young lady partners and shipmates I have if I did that plus all of the other folks here who have lent their support. So, I made it through and I fully expect to probably hit that wall again this evening, maybe just not as hard, and tomorrow will be easier yet. And again, I fully expect to let it pass and move on.. Everyone have a great Saturday. Mr. Magic
