:) Hi FF firstly try to do little things away from your hubby, small tiny things to gain independance you have to really I know it sounds overwhealming but try to go down the rd once a week without him, start slow you can do it.I am in a similar position and allowed myself to get like this the past 2yrs but i will change it now regards sincity
I so know what you mean. I can't stand my panic anymore. It's starting to get me angry, so I just give up a go to bed and sleep. I wish I had the energy to fight.
I so desperately want to be able to function on my own and go anywhere I want and not have to worry about my anxiety...It seems so far off. I know it is possible, but it is such a struggle. I am tired of having to rely on my husband for security in my life! I want to be independent.
Thanks for listening.
festivefeet <><
