As I look down at myself, I cant beleive what Iam seeing. People staring at me. They look like zombies, there eyes are all red and tearing. My husband is sobbing. My beautifull son is hysterical as his girlfriend holds him tight. My daughter is just standing there, looking at me, tears are dripping from her cheeks. Her nose is all red. Why is my mother weeping? Who are all these people standing over me? People I dont even know. All my friends look so sad and lonley. Why is father Mike olding my father? This place smells so beautiful, so pure. The music is so soothing. This cant be happening!! As I turn my head, I noticed the white silk cloth that surrounds by body. Can this be happening? Am I in a coffin? OMG, I AM DEAD!! This is me in that coffin! My face is plastered with ulgy make-up. Why am I waring this wig? My whole family looks like zombies!! I could hear my 16 year old son say," why, why didnt she quit smoking" "Why did she leave us. Who is going to love me now?" OH PLEASE GOD, LET ME WAKE UP. I promise you I will never smoke again, I PROMISE!! I cant bare to see my famile crying so hard! Why didnt I quit when I had the chance.
Please, dont close the cover, I cant be dead! Why are you closing the cover?? Cant you people hear me? PLEASE STOP! Iam only 40 years old, I cant be dead! I have a lot of living to do. I want to see my children get married. Who is going to watch over and protect my daughter? How can I meet my grand children? Why didnt I listen? Please God, give me one more chance, I PROMISE NOT TO SMOKE AGAIN!!
Where are they taking me? I can still hear them crying. My poor husband! This wasent suposed to happen like this! I was suposed to live a long life!! What WILL HAPPEN NOW. HOW COULD I HAVE HURT SO MANY PEOPLE!! Oh God, forgive me please!!!!
Get the picture people!! If you dont, you will soon!
Jaset
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/17/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 141
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,820
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $775.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 21 [B]Hrs:[/B] 20 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 51