Josie and Lookingglass,
I truly appreciate your words and support. You're absolutely right, I am making my own destiny here, and I can deal with the bad days, because at this stage of my quit, the good days are definitely outweighing the bad. And I cherish each and every one of those good days.
I am keeping the focus on myself here, because this is what's important. And even through the tears(although they are gone now!!!!)I have never been so proud of myself as I am right now. I reach the beach tomorrow(with my suitcase, goggles and flippers), and I can remember when I first joined, watching people reach Century Beach and how far away it seemed to me.
Well, here I am, and it really wasn't that far away at all.
I'm so glad to be a part of this SSC family. You are the major reason I'm about to "reach the beach!"
Keep those wonderful quits guys,
Cheers, Jan
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 99
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,988
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $891
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 11 [B]Hrs:[/B] 4 [B]Mins:[/B] 46 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54