[color=Purple]Well it's been 10 days since my last post and I'm sooooooooo much better.
I have a lot more healing to do but I've taken all of that frustration, sadness, high anxiety and stress and put it into my quit and into my exercise regiment :)
I had a choice after that last post - remain despondent and sit on a pity pot and ... quite honestly just start smoking again OR take the higher road and rise above it one step at a time. I obviously chose the latter !
Life is always going to throw you a curve ball. No one will EVER be immune from relationship woes, financial problems, family or friend disputes etc etc. So, take it as it comes and remember ALWAYS that smoking will NEVER,,,,,EVER make things better.
So here I am folks, 10 days later, still smoke free and 10 lbs lighter :P I want to thank you all for your support, care and love - Without this site and some friends and family I would have a ring of smoke hovering around me and I'd be as depressed as hell.
Jean
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]4/4/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 46
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,150
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $471.50
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 26