Monica my friend, sorry I am late posting. First things first, big ((((((((((((((((((((((hug))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))). I wish I had the words to change things, but I do not. Believe me if I had a magic wand I would wave it in your direction. I know from your first post, that it has not been easy. But as Audrey stated your quit is the one thing you can control.
1. Go out to a movie.
2. Scream into a pillow
3. Go to the grocery store and say hello to everyone. See how many people will smile back. If people look at you like you are strange that is okay there is nothing wrong with saying hello.
4. Eat ice cream before dinner.
5. Jump on the couch (with your shoes on :eg:)
6. And last but not least, my favorite, turn up the music really loud and dance around the kitchen like you were a young child and don't forget to sing at the top of your lungs.
Monica we are all here for you. As you see, the SSC Angel has a lot of friends. Speaking of friends, did you have a chance to go out to lunch with your girlfriend? If not then maybe a group of us could meet one day on IM and have lunch together, I know it is not the same, but it could be fun.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
Julie
P.S. As I told Lady, I really did hear on the radio last week that breaking dishes really does help.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 70
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,417
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $245
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 25
