tryagain, you say you'ven tried everything but what is missin from your list of "tried its" is REWARDS!
You have done awesome, really awesome & stared the junkie doe=wn many times & WOO HOO!! for that.
But what has tryagain gotten for all that effort & guts & sacrifice? Nothing that I've seen.
I know you're self-employed & money is tight. But what about ONE DAY? What if you & your husband picked ONE DAY in your slow time to say "we're closed". Your customers don't have to know anything, just tell them you will be closed for ONE DAY for family reasons.
Then you & your husband have a whole day of whatever YOU, not him, YOU like to do. He has to go along because it's your reward & if he doesn't, then a friend or a sister.
I think that's what has been missing for you, tryagain. In all your posts, I have never seen a reward or even a woohoo for yourself.
This is a positive thing we're giving ourselves & our loved ones, not something being taken away & we need to celebrate it.
Come back & tell us about your reward, tryagain, we're all dying to hear & holding our breath to WOOHOO!!
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/13/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 68
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,360
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $748.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 32 [B]Seconds:[/B] 10