Nurseboy,
I think that is why I crashed so hard when I relapsed, I actually was panic free, no longer agoraphobic, off antidepressants for 3 yrs. I did NOT continue breathing techniques, I let exercise go, I was busy working, etc. I started the caffine again. So when my big one hit, I acted the same way as my first one, curled up in a ball fetal position, my mind was wild again with the thoughts, and the thought of you need to breath again went out the window. I truly think if I had kept up the coping skills I learned and applied them everyday while I was panic free, it wouldnt have made my panic as frightening again.