I was first diagnosed with panic or anxiety disorder last year, and its been a roller coaster since then. I have had long spells of feeling really well, and haven't actually had a panic attack for over a year now. I'm going on holiday on Saturday which involves a flight, and obviously being far from home. My first panic attack happened in the states, so of course flying and the thought of it has become an issue for me, but when I booked it I felt fine, calm and okay with it, confident that this wouldn't be an issue. A chance remark by my long suffering husband about what would we do if I felt unwell has now escalated into acute anxiety. My anxiety feelings were always a knot in my stomach which I hate and fear, and now its back, and fills me with dread. what if I freak out on the plane ? What if I'm ill while I'm away ? I don't know what to do. I really , really want to do this, and God knows my husband could do with a break, he's helped look after me for so long Does anybody else feel this knot in their stomach ? What do you find helps ? Help !!