Yea, I am going for the nekid route. I called in sick today, and have mon/tues off..so..one more lozenge today sometime, then i'll be chewing on the straws. I am pretty nervous, but I am actually sick of sucking on these lozenges. I am going to a bbq today with family/friends..there will be smokers there, but not many. I will definitely steer clear of that part of the patio. I still have alot of craves and smoking thoughts, but that is due to feeding myself lozenges everyday. I want to move on..my last big step to freedom. I actually believe that I am going to make it this time...after all these failed quit attempts, mostly in the past 5 years. It was mentally exhausting to fail all those times. It is wonderful to be facing true victory over this addiction. I just want to feel normal again..no craves, no restlessness, no nagging emptiness, no smoking thoughts...I still have all that in my life, but I keep my eye on the prize. I know from this site that all that will disappear with time. Having this support group has made all the difference to my success. Thanks to everyone who answered my posts, gave me encouragement and armed me with knowledge to beat this addiction...GO MAYFLOWERS! We are at the beach this month! And, of course, thanks to all the great mods who keep this site up and running.
new me
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/26/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 92
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 2,208
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $460.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 12 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 10 [B]Seconds:[/B] 4