Hey everyone.
I just started posting on here a few days ago. Bottom line for me is the slippery slope has gotten much steeper in the past few months. Although I have been suffering from my symptoms for about a year and a half, lately I have less control over them. Anyway, due to my extreme feelings of nausea and muscle tension as well as shaking and "spaciness" I had to leave both my careers as hairdresser and band manager. I slowly started taking clients back from my home and today I have an appointment I am so afraid of, but for no apparent reason. This is a long standing client and I know the haircut so well, but as soon as I think about having to do it, BAM! The shaking, sweating, nausea et al. I feel it would be a step in wrong direction to cancel the appointment plus, I have already rescheduled it twice. It's not even the money for me, it's the point of the situation. I am feeling very frustrated and disappointed with myself. Any advice would be so greatly appreciated.
Cheers, Lolita
