Hi! This is also my main symptom. The only thing that helped me was medication. I know a lot of people hate the thought of taking meds but they can be a lifesaver and greatly improve the quality of your life if you truly need them. Medicine should NOT be you're first alternative! I want to make that clear! I just know for me that it was the only thing that was going to bring me out of the worst part of it, from past experience. About 9 years ago is when I had my first bad episode of anxiety/depression. I didn't, and don't now, have classic panic attacks. I have had a couple of what I would consider panic attacks, but they are not an ongoing problem. I just have a constant anxious feeling, stomach problems, racing thoughts and the derealization. (I have more symptoms than those, but those are the main ones). Back then I had no idea what was happening to me. It never entered my mind that it was anxiety. When I did come to that conclusion, finally, it made me spiral down that much ****her. I had always thought that people should be able to 'snap out' of things like that. Now that it was ME dealing with it I realized that wasn't the case. I just thought that I was weak, or that I was going crazy, or that my faith in God wasn't strong enough, because I couldn't 'snap out of it instantly'. I truly believe that if I would have been honest with myself, back when I first started having problems, and been more educated on the symptoms of depression/anxiety I could have turned things around on my own with stress reduction, yoga, etc. I was in such denial though, that the only thing I focused on was how bad I felt and WHY CAN'T I JUST SNAP OUT OF THIS!!!!!!! I would try not to think of how bad I felt hoping that I would just forget about it and that it would just go away, but of course that just made me think about it more, and I spiraled ****her down.
I think about it now as if I were in a sinking boat. If you get a small hole in the boat you can usually manage to fix it without much trouble and scoop out any water that gets in. That's if you realize what's happening and take action to fix it. If you ignore it and then bump into something and get another hole, and then another, you're eventually going to get to the point were you have too many holes to repair at one