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Quit Meter
$55,800.00
Amount Saved
Quit Meter
Days: 801 Hours: 13
Minutes: 32 Seconds: 51
Life Gained
Quit Meter
5580
Smoke Free Days
Quit Meter
223,200
Cigarettes Not Smoked
The Faces of a Crave
We all know about craves, right? We remember the Hell, Heck and Blah week, right? Then there was the pacing, the body screaming for a smoke. Wanting a cigarette so badly that you ached for it. We were almost desperate. Remember?
Then we think we have it made, remember those thoughts and then all of a sudden a desire to smoke back and you think you are going crazy. We yearn for it, knowing it was the monster appearing in our lives again. WHY??? Then you think about it the crave becomes like a demand. We hold tight and fight and fight. Then later in our quits we pine for just one smoke. We walk past some one smoking and suck the in air in and wish for just a puff or maybe just one and we have to fight again. Then for some of us we give in and have that puff, then the cigarette and then we buy and we begin again.
I am writing this not only for me, but also for the newcomer or for some like me with a few days and really want this quit. I have a mantra that I say everyday and it is working. I remind myself that to smoke is to stink, it means a cough, it means getting up in the middle of the night to smoke, and it means to give up freedom. I want this quit and I want it for all that is quitting. I had a pretty decent quit and blew it. Today, I am smoke free and tomorrow is another day.
What are some of the faces of a crave look like for you?
Keep the Quit
Sparky
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 12/1/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 51
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 510
Amount Saved: $89.25
Life Gained:
Days: 7 Hrs: 9 Mins: 55 Seconds: 32