Jahamin, you cannot throw the towel in. How difficult was it for you to get 64 days? Really want to do it all over again? No one promised you that this would be easy, but we can make this promise: If you stick with it, it will get easy., although you may always have to be a little guarded. To quit smoking, all you have to do is not smoke. Simple, but not easy. It's the basic fact, however. Short of going to jail, do whatever it takes to stay smoke-free. You can clear problems that might cause up later, including weight gain. You'll find that quitting smoking will make losing 10-15 pounds look easy. Really.