I don't have any urges to pick up another cigarette, ever. I can't be with my mom because she lives on the other side of the united states. I just pray for her.
I'm sorry to hear about your mom Kristen! I hope she is recovering well. You have been through more than most people this month, but don't lose hope. You seem to be handling everything quite well. You have not given in to a cigarette and it appears as though you don't think about it very much.
Are you able to be with your mom at this time? Do you have other family or friends that you can be with during this time for additional support?
Ontop of everything I've been through this past month, I just found out today that my mother has been having Mini-Strokes.. Can anything else happen to me...