I can completely empathize with your fear of the "crazy thoughts". The thought of hurting someone i love haunted me last year, though now I have thoughts that I might lose control during or in between panic attacks. I was first diagnosed with Panic Disorder in 1999, and had a lot of success with Zoloft (I still had isolated attacks, but I dealt with them and moved on). Last March, my dad died unexpectedly and suddnely, yet I had no attacks. My dad was my best friend and the only one who ever sat with me during attacks, it didn't make sense to me that I could handle it. However, this year on the 1 year anniversary, I just about lost it. I had attack after attack for a couple days and was forced to increase my Zoloft to 75 mg a day. This was 2 weeks ago and while the full blown attacks have stopped, I am extremely anxious and scared expecting them to return. My biggest fear these days, though, is that one time I will completely lose control. Anyone else experience anything like this?
Edited on 3/17/2005 @ 9:17:48 PM by The Support Team