Welcome to the Alcohol Help Center and on taking the first steps to getting the help you need.
Start working through program, a big component of it is learning about yourself so you can better understand your addiction.
Some people find that taking a break from drinking for a while really helps them get control of their alcohol use.
Start reading through the forums. I think you'll find there are many people out there you can relate to. The forum is also full of advice and will offer you the wisdome of many diverse experiences in relation to alcohol addiction.
Check back soon and let us know how you're doing. We're always here to answer any questions you may have or to provide you with some feedback.