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for 11 år siden 0 +0 / -0 1562

Sorry to hear that PJ. Unfortunately in every organization there are few bad elements. About "I will never be a well liked individual.. " that is really what your mind is projecting. Eckhart Tolles "Power of Now" immensely helped me to dis-identify with the mind. I have become conscious of the inner chatter that goes on in my mind and not take that seriously. I like the audio version of it better than the book. Perhaps you may listen to that too. On the sponsorship issue, you may reach up to someone in e-aa.org where people will be glad to help you over the internet. You will not even have to see the person, its all done over email.

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Samatha,

The whole post was positive.

Thanks Foxman, as stated no insult to AA. I still have the big book in my bookshelf. I read through it fairly quickly now, not with disregard Bill W.

I will never be a well liked individual..

Foxman, not attacking you. I know you will rest assured. I had an abusive sponsor.

I'm from Hamilton, I love to run the trails, the stairs

Much Love

- PjH

for 11 år siden 0 +0 / -0 1562

PJ,

AA is not just about attending meetings. Its just a small portion of the whole recovery process. The key is working the 12 steps with the help of a person who has already gone through the steps himself and then experiencing the psychic change. That will give you the power to look at the world with a different perspective. There are free workshops too that walk you through the big book. On my blog there are some links, you may listen to them. Wishing you good luck.

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Hello PjH,

This is a really beautiful post. It is touching and real. I appreciate you for taking the time to explain why you have been taking a step back lately, know that it is completely understandable. Do what you feel is best for you.

You sound like someone that has a lot of great things going for him and sounds like you are in a place of great self-acceptance. Also thank you for reminding us of the importance of recognizing all the beauty in the world, it can be so easy to forget about that.

Sending you positive vibes and good wishes,

Samantha, Health Educator

for 11 år siden 0 +0 / -0 234

Hello World of AHC,

I haven't posted too much lately, as I was a frequent member. I stood back, and re-evaluated my posts and felt under valued. Not from other users, but for myself. I was sharing so much of my heart, feeling, intentions. I felt a depth within the forum system that I cannot explain. I stepped back a bit more, for a few days, reading through every single post I made, and those who responded to me.

I viewed a struggling man with a fragile casing, to please those around me. I saw a struggling man, looking to talk about issues. I looked at a man with positive intentions that fell short on some people, even myself. I have used the drink diary and journal a few times, but I have a personal diary offline which has 10 years of emotions. I attended multiple A.A meetings, and I will say, sorry I do not connect with that system. As sober as I can be, I don't enjoy it. No offense to be shared, just how I feel. I promote it to people all of the time, I surely don't feel part of anything there. On the course of staying sober and succession, every individual has needs/wants. Which should remain respected from a person who is an alcoholic or a sober person. A persons will should never be revoked because someone else doesn't want it that way. I'm ecstatically happy to express what makes me happy or things I value in my journey.

I love to read, I love to learn new things. I have this maybe (some what natural and a whole lot of dedicated heart) ability to be creative. I educate myself every single day on things I know nothing about. Be it mechanic, carpenter, electrician, plumber, Engineering, Psychology. I love the fact I am an adaptable person. I love the fact I don't have a beer or drink, and then drive. I love the fact I didn't die from a suicide attempt, so I can embrace all the beauty in the world.

I have alot more to share. The only person I never tried to impress was myself. I'm impressed with myself, I'm glad I am who I am today.

Critics will always be around, but deflection of those mean remarks makes more sense.

Much love

- PjH

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