I am going to talk to you like a mother, You do whatever you want with it. I have a son your age, I started drinking in the morning for the last month, whatever the reason... stress, loneliness, etc. I still realize, when I am not drunk yet that I am a worthy person, whatever people say or react about me and I am CERTAIN you are too.
I can't hold you in my arms right now. If I could, I would. Don't do anything stupid, Sunshine always come after thunder. Somtime it takes a few days....