Boy what a ****** week I had. It felt like I was detoxing during my work hours. Everybody saying hey Gilles whats wrong, nothing. Today is Friday. Ahhh the weekend. I feel better. restarted to take my vitamins, and stuff. What a difference it is when you drink and do not. It seems like it is insanity now to even think of putting that crap inside of me again. INSANITY I do not want to do this any more. wendsday Morning I almost walked into my bosses office, to tell him I am going home. I won't be back for a week. I am glad I did not do this. I sat out side and took in some air, and just relaed for a minute, and then I went back to work. Quitting my job because I am detoxing from all the booze I had on those 4 days. It's insane. INSANETonight is pizza night bought all of the stuff I need, and then watch a movie. Tomorrow I am making a lasagnia, and a movie, but during the day I will start to look for some meetings. Sunday its my cleaning day, and the library. I really do not want to go back to that hell hole we call alcoholism. In my relapse I have really seen that booze = ?$@#?*())&?%. = INSANITY .
