Hi Josy:
Of course you are not a failure. If you were, we would all be. I for one do not consider myself a failure. There are times like you when I feel "out of my body", but it doesn't happen every day. When it does it is very strong. On the days it doesn't, I am elated to see that I can be normal. On the days that it does, through this program, I have realized that I am normally doing so much and going through so much more than normal people. I work for a psych who says that those of us who suffer with this are very strong people mentally, that is the reason for our process. We tend to "take on the world" and according to him, are as close to successful as anyone can get. So, on any given day that we consider ourselves failures, others would see us as a kind of "mega" person. This course is great. I have only been doing this for a month, and it is working. I still feel panic and anxiety, but we can do this. Read on for as many posts as you can. Most of them are success stories or turn out to be a success story. That's enough for me.
