Hi Anxious! How are you?
I'm sooooooooooooo proud of you for staying in the situation!!! Yayyyy, woohooooo, way to gooo!!!! U did it and i'm so happy! U should be so proud of yourself girl!
And yes, I must agree that today has been an awful day outside! Rainy and dull and foggyyy. Unfortunately i did not have such a good day. I was driving and experienced a symptom which i had long time ago...but now it came back. When i was driving, i couldn't see clearly.....i could not FOCUS anymore. No matter where i look, it was blurry. I got sooooooo scared cause i was on the highway too. I just got so upset and afraid because i thought that i had actually beat this stupid symptom. And it controlled me so badly....i had to get off the highway. So in a way, i felt like i failed because i got off the highway. But i really couldn't take it anymore,. I was afraid because i was controlling the car.
I just cant believe its back.......i really thought i had this one covered and controlled. I miss driving freely with no problem seeing! I realized that i sometimes take for granted when the symptom goes away....i dont' realize how much relief it is because i'm always complaining and worried about something else happening to me. I just wish that it goes away again. I wish i can stop thinking about it. My mind wont shut off.......it just keep reminding me of this whole driving/eyesight thingy.....
God help meeeeee
Anyhow, sorry for babbling on. But i'm veryyyyyyyy proud of you!@!!!!
