Hi Ellen, welcome aboard. Don't worry about the computer, you'll get the hang of it. I'm fairly new here but I've already found it very helpful. I only had one small 'episode' (sounds better than attack) today. Whoowhoo for me! I took Wellbutrin before for my depression but it didn't really help. I currently take Effexor 150 mg per day for my depression; Ativan for when I have a bad attack (it's quick acting) and clonzapam to help keep the attacks at bay. I'm not suggesting you take these, only letting you know that these meds, this site and therapy are helping me. At one point I thought I'd have to live like a hermit forever, now I'm seeing a small light at the end of the tunnel. If you keep at it, you will too. Good luck!!