Hello,
After starting a new job 5 months ago I have developed panic attacks and very severe anxiety. I have never experienced panic attacks before. The ironic thing is my job isn't stressful, it's quite the opposite. I'm bored and given little responsibility. I feel all of my skills and education are being completely wasted. I believe these feelings have contributed to my anxiety and have compounded to bring on the panic attacks.
I've never had panic attacks before, but I can tell you this is one of the hardest things I have ever had to face in my life. I have taken the last week off because my panic as become so severe I have difficulty leaving the house or driving.
I have been seeing a therapist for the last 6 months. This has helped a bit, but overall not a ton. I have opted not to take medication other than Ativan/Xanax when I get a bad attack. My therapist pretty much says I can either keep working at this (which I am) and see how it goes or take medicine. So I'm left just taking this one day at a time and doing the best I can.
It's hard to say whether I would be having panic attacks if I were not in the job situation I am in now, but it's fair to say that as long as I am at this job they are going to continue. I'm sure your saying well then find another job. Easier said than done.
Dealing with this condition is taking all of my energy. I'm wondering if it's going to be possible for me to handle it, continue to go to my job, and look for a new job at the same time. Now I don't have a ton of money, but if I quit I could be ok for a month or so. I'm wondering if you think it would be better to just quit and then be able to devote all my time to finding a new job and dealing with my panic. I realize being out of work and looking for a new job, coupled with financial stress could actually bring more stress to my situaiton potentially worsening my panic attacks. I guess I really just don't know what to do anymore. When do you say enough is enough?
Has anyone been in a similar situation? Did you quit or stick it out and wait to find something else?
Thanks so much for reading and any insight you can provide. My heart really goes out to everyone on this board- it's a lifesaver.