Morning Angel!
I used to think that a lot but along with my anxiety, I have a Mom who is a "tad bit out there" (lol) and my fear was that I would end up just like her. Well, my therapist told me in no uncertain terms does anxiety make one go crazy EVER and that now is not a concern for me at all.
Anxiety sufferers are "What if" people. "What if this pain is something more than a muscle strain?" "What if the lightning hits the roof?" "What if that cleaner was too close to my food and it is poisened now?" (haha thats an extreme one but you know how those thoughts can spiral!!) and with this we can sometimes think "Holy Cow I'm going crazy" but rest assured, it wont happen.
You know when you tell yourself (from all the documentation out there) that Anxiety cannot kill you? Well, you might want to try turning your thought process around and say "NOBODY HAS EVER GONE CRAZY FROM ANXIETY" as well until that negative thought is gone. Also, did you get the "Five R's" I posted yesterday? If not, here they are again:
Recognize - Recognizing that you are having a negative thought is a critical first step in learning to control negative thoughts. Consciously increasing your awareness and vigilance with regard to negative thinking will aid in the recognition and control of counter-productive and self-destructive thinking. You must be "on guard" to recognize the first signs of negative thinking in order to crush that thought before it has a chance to fully form and strongly take hold of your conscious mind.
Refuse - You must refuse to allow the negative thought to continue and gain strength by some positive and defined action (e.g. visualize a STOP sign in your mind's eye; snap a rubber band across your wrist every time you have a negative thought; etc.). You must do something to disrupt the negative image and/or thought in order to prevent it from growing stronger. By doing this, you begin the process of shifting your mind away from the negative thought.
Relax - Use any of a number of techniques that can help you to relax: take a deep, controlled breath; use a verbal trigger to shift your thoughts and feelings to a relaxing image; etc. When you are relaxed, the effect of mental programming is more powerful and you are ensuring that the next step in