Arg, Lately I've just felt really out of it, I was on effoxor for 5 days and then decided meds were not right for me. I have been waking up every night for the past 4 nights at around 4:30am which normally never happens to me even with sleep medication really anxious, I have began learning breathing techniques that seem to help a little but Havne't felt fully refreshed in awhile, I just wake up anxious. And Lately i've just been extremely edgy, feeling aggitated and getitng angry and annoyed for no good reason....Is this normal for Panic disorder/being on Day 7 of no smoking Day 3 with no nicotine whatsoever. I have started aeorbic exercise which has helped and progressive muscle relaxation but am losing motivation because although i dont feel as anxious I have just felt incredibly out of it, short fuse, groggy, quick tempered. Im also on day 15 of no drinking and I used to drink alot. I have been doing exposure exercises and been forcing myself to sit through things but Im just having trouble wiith my mind being all out of it, I did however stop taking effexor yesdterday after 5 days of taking it after deciding it wasnt right for me. Any suggestions, is feeling out of it and groggy normal. I have a huge challenge today and im pretty scared about the next 24 hours, I have to leave my family and friends and go back to a city 5 hours away in which I mdont know anyone and then tommorow I have to start work again in which I took a week off after suffering a Massive panic attack in whcih I felt i was losing my mind. I have fought anxiety before and was anxiety free for almost 2 years after a bought always worrying about health concerns but i've fought and learned to control that, but now Im fighting with trying to tell myself im not crazy and this is just the disorder. Arggg, I just need some motivation to keep on fighting